We Are Not Human Beings
Having a Spiritual Experience
We Are Spiritual Beings
Having a Human Experience.
Teilhard de Chardin
From a child I seemed to know I was here to do something that was going to be a road less traveled, as such, well it felt like that anyway. I was born in 1958, so there were not allot of Medium/Clairvoyants and no one spoke about dead people and premonitions. So I felt like I was one in a paddock that stood out or didn't fit in, you know that black sheep thing.... I understand it all now and look back at the life I grew up in and thank my parents and those that I loved, my friends then, that love me and still do, for their unconditional love and support. In catching up with those friends recently after not seeing them or being in contact with them for a few years and them not knowing what I was doing with myself, once they knew said that was always me. I found that a wee bit of a shock as I didn't think I spoke too much, if at all, about my sight into the spirit world or my addiction to find out as much as I could about it all. Anyway they all knew I was like that so there you are and here I am now living it 24/7. I will say to everyone it starts as a hobby and then it becomes a life style.
I had been struggling with myself for a long time when I was in my 30's I hit the bottom peg and felt trapped in a world I actually couldn't change let alone make any sense of, yet I was doing all the Louise Hay stuff, positive affirmations and telling myself I loved myself but there was still people in my life and situations that kept making me feel the same, less than, angry, frustrated and always in a lack of money. I was still reacting to these situations in the same way with anger and no matter how hard I tried I couldn't change the reaction.
I had been getting very tired and had long hair at that stage and it was dropping out in handfuls, spirit had told me to stop the Centres then and take time out. I made an appointment and went and saw a Healer and was told I had Cancer Lesions through out my body and that if I didn't come into this body and do something about healing it, then I would know where I would end up. My Mother passed away a few years before this news to a Lymphoma Cancer so I was in shock to think that I too may be heading down that road. I had always been told by Readers over the years that if I didn't watch it I would go down the same path as my Mum. I never understood what they meant by that until this point. I was shocked and saddened and instantly, in driving home from the healers, was preparing my funeral, stopping on the side of the road, as I couldn't see through the tears. Then after feeling very sorry for myself and the family, I kicked into the truth of my self and that truth was that I believed we created every illness or disease in our bodies so if that was the case then why was I falling into the trap of it all being out of my hands and I have no choice in the matter.
NOT TRUE I CAN HEAL MYSELF!
I could see how I had not been living in my body properly and that yes I really did need to get in to this body properly and actually deal with all the emotional junk that I was trying to avoid feeling. I could also see how I ran some of the same emotional junk as my Mum so I could also see how I was creating through those emotions the same path as my Mum. Now I was starting to get it. Determination stepped in as I became so aware that, that, was not my path. It may have been Mums, but it wasn't mine.
Well, with that, all charged up I went on a mission to find a way of healing this body. It was very quickly that I almost forgot about that information as it became more about others bodies and emotional states that I was seeing in my practice each day or week. My work had always taken me into seeing the emotional side of things in Readings with others. The blocks and patterns that maybe standing in the way at that time for them. What I didn't have was a really powerful tool so I put out a request to the Universe to allow a tool to show up that I could offer to assist clients and that of course ended up assiting myself. I was led to Brandon Bays and "The Journey". A friend and I were talking about healing one day, randomly, and she said I have a book I think you will be interested to read and went and got the book "The Journey" by Brandon Bays. Sure enough I couldn't put the book down. I knew this stuff and I absolutley knew I had to be a Trained Practitioner. I felt so in tune with this process of cellular memory that I actually felt I didn't need to go through the training but to use it the way I was required to use it meant I required the peice of paper and of course the training was awesome anyway, so that was what I did.
While doing the training we had to do a lot of processing of our own "stuff" and with that I dissolved the Cancer Lesions in my body. I have through Cellular Memory work on myself healed many emotional issues that had and were most definitely creating illness and disease in my body. Other than the cancer lesions, one was a hernia, also the breaking of my leg, first the ankle and then my leg and knee, all healed very positively after surgery from removing the emotional attachment to the memory in these areas. Just recently I smashed two toes and repaired them in a day, well 20 minutes in fact., within a few days they were absolutely back to the state they were in before broken, bruising, swelling etc, gone completely...
The feeling of being different as a chid and right through my life I can now see what that was and how I have been a bit of a pioneer in breaking through some traditions and patterns of family and time to make a way forward for the children and younger Indigo's in not just our family but for humanity. I have to say that breaking through traditions and what others expect us to do is a hugely confronting mission. I would blatently do things that I knew my family would strongly dissaprove of and, "why", was because I just knew I had to, for what ever reason at the time, I didn't really know, I just knew "I had to".
This was my life up until I turned 50 years of age. At that point and age there was a deep and clear knowing that I had "done it".. I had got through all the STUFF that we come here to get through. When we get there our path is clear, like a blank canvas in front of us that we can now paint on it what ever it is we would like to experience. I loved it. I felt so proud of myself and what I had achieved with the help of so much love. Love from Creator, from Spirit, and loved ones passed. I had become the Master here in this flesh/cellular body and that, that I knew I was always, but just couldn't get it to work here. As Moses knew God to be, That that I AM.
I got through to this point by being a truth seeker so what ever rang as truth for me I hung onto it, Spirituality, knowing we are and have a spirit body became a mantra for me and I couldn't get enough. I read all the books and always heard someone speaking to me that seemed to have really good advice so I started listening and acting on the advice more and more. Acting on the advice was the biggest hurdle really as I often fogged it off and did my thing and then once I started trusting that this information had always in someway proven to be good for me I allowed this to be my guidance. Trust was the answer there. I still had reactive emotional that would sabotage my best intentions until in that frustrated state asking for a tool and finding the Cellular Memory Work I loved what I knew to be the truth in what I found there. I knew this was the key to healing our bodies and our minds also, which of course brings self closer and us more into heart.
I live life in a joyful state now and with this my self is more expanded and so my client base. I feel so honoured to be called to assist and give thanks for these opportunities every day.
God bless you all and your courage in being here at this time.
I look forward to meeting you sometime.
"Each one of us has the power to change our world".